Get it?

I wonder
I linger
I star
I close my eyes
I breath

I do this every time I feel so confuse with myself
And I end up feeling so messed up *which someone clearly said if you stick that in your mind that some how it will remain in your mind :(

I'm going through something for sure that I couldn't really understand myself.

All I want to be:
- a better person
- a better muslim
- a better daughter
- a better friend
- a better lover

It's not impossible but it takes time and a lot of effort, support and just myself figuring and discovering things out. I'm the type of person who takes things seriously *yes I do.
Sometimes too seriously that brought me nowhere.